My Sweet Louise (series) 

My heart is heavy. My heart aches. My heart is weary and I can’t shake this feeling.  Though our paths have yet to meet in person, you have left a mark in my heart so great that what you are going through saddens my very soul.  There has only been one other moment when I…

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Whats the struggle

Someone had posted to find out what’s the one thing they struggle with, either as a parent, or with oneself.  Here’s one of my struggles: I HAVE A HARD TIME ADMITTING, I NEED HELP.   I have a hard time with admitting I need help with anything. I could be struggling so hard, but instead of…

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Lets Get it, TOGETHER!

Alright, alright, settle down.. The kids are all finally asleep..im writing this from my phone so bear with me if it doesn’t come out esthetically correct (c’mon you’re here for more than that)… Its been an exhausting three days, sort of half way through the week..but when you’re a stay-at-home-mom, the week ending and the…

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Every Piece of You

There is without a doubt that motherhood takes a tole on everything that is you! From your health, to your physical standing, to your emotional state, to your eating habits, to your washroom routine, to your sleeping routine, to everything else in between. I don’t know how many times I’ve had carpal tunnel from the…

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Becoming MRS

Most of the ones who know J and I, know we’re merely Common Law partners. We have been together for the last ten years. In ten years, we’ve managed to complete goals together like post-secondary while have a toddler, and then another within that five year. In ten years, we’ve also been blessed with three…

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no streams

Here’s my open letter to you. “An understanding mind, may categorize the reasons you had to give me up. An understanding mind, may have been able to give you peace about the decisions you’ve made.  Time, and time again, I wonder. I wonder, why? I wonder, how? I’m now a mother of two, and a…

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LoverFriends

Do you ever wonder when you’ll meet ‘the one’? Ever wonder when you’ll get to marry your prince charming? If you’ll live the rest of your life like a fairytale? I’ve never been the kind of girl who dreamed up her wedding day, her wedding dress, or the kind of guy I’ll marry. I never…

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It’s really Late

I find myself most nights unable to sleep. Sleep in peace. Have peace in my mind and my heart. So much things linger in my head, as if everything is just floating in the air and I’m finding ways to relate to all of it. I hate how my mind makes me feel. As if…

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We Broke Up

December 4th, 2015 In keeping up with the trend of this gloomy day, and sad blog posts, here’s another for ya. I recall just turning ten, before the summer time and soon a new school year would begin. Two different people, with two different personalities would collide, and an outcome inevitable for greatness. It was…

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When it creeps

I woke up at fourthirty to feed Cassi. She hasn’t been eating consistently. She’s all backed up and crying most of the day. She doesn’t always finish the four oz she usually downs. I hope she’s alright. I hope she poops soon.  #thingsthatmomwishesfor Anyway, it’s now eight past five. The sun is slowly creeping through…

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