In The Shade of Grey

My heart feels heavy.. the way it does when you feel at a loss. These days feel confusing, uncertain of whether or not it’s my own feelings or postpartum depression seeping in. I feel sad, the way you do when you’ve lost a pet or maybe your favourite shirt. The feeling of unsettling prying at you. Again,…

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Whats the struggle

Someone had posted to find out what’s the one thing they struggle with, either as a parent, or with oneself.  Here’s one of my struggles: I HAVE A HARD TIME ADMITTING, I NEED HELP.   I have a hard time with admitting I need help with anything. I could be struggling so hard, but instead of…

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It’s always, YOUR TIME

I was sitting in bed last night contemplating whether or not to turn the fan on in the room. And suddenly I realized how lucky I am. I am sitting there with a controller for the fan that sits above us. No I didn’t need to get up to press a button, or turn a…

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Just a phase?

Picky Eaters. Every mom’s worst nightmare.  Apollo has always been a picky eater, since he started eating solids. He wasn’t one for the baby puree’d foods. He hated them, didn’t care for them, and spent most of his toddler years drinking bottles, and bottles of milk. His meals consisted of +plain white rice w. butter…

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Let me put you to bed. .

The line that runs through my head as soon as I open my eyes in the morning.. Oh wait..and when I can’t seem to close them at night.

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